So, I went to bed around midnight, but I just couldn't sleep. My mind was racing to make sure I had packed everything. The funny part is that we live less than 5 minutes from the hospital, so there is nothing so critical that I can't get pretty quickly. Oh well! I have a few hours of sleep to go on...which is better than last time, so I guess I'll just be thankful.
I am really excited & ready to get this done! To be completely transparent, I am nervous. I'm not nervous about delivery, but I am nervous about the baby's health. We are taking extra precautions this time (IV antibiotics while I am in labor, controlled induction, etc), but I have to admit it lingers in the back of my mind - will he struggle like Leah? We have done all we can do on our side, and now I am just trusting God to lead us through the next phase. I learned so much through our journey with Leah, but it was quite journey! I want to maintain that same heart of openness to God's plan with Connor.
Please pray with us today. We are ready to meet our boy!
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